A few months ago, I told myself, that just once, I’d like to actually draw something and color it properly, paint a decent background and all, and not have it look like crud. Nothing was going to stop me, not allergies, debt collectors, my burning, throbbing hemorrhoids, sudden onsets of diarrhea, whatever it was, I was going to strap on a deluxe diaper and sit at my computer and CG like my life depended on it.

Then the dream died.

SAI Painter was the best thing to happen to me since I discovered I could sell my organs on the black market to pay for college. Devastated and heartbroken, I went back into the pixelated arms of  Photoshop, where it took me 1,937,587 loops of the Memoirs of a Geisha movie soundtrack in order to even get this far with my current project :

I want my wasted life back.

EDIT: So, I removed the To Heart color art picture from my pathetic excuse for a gallery section. I really only wanted something to fill up space, so I used the first thing I could find, splashed some quick color on it and posted it. Bad idea.